Saturday, May 26, 2007

the art of kissing a frog

Is there an art to turning a frog into a prince?

Does frog have to want to change into a prince?

Does it matter if they are compatible?

Does it matter if she's not a princess?

Does it matter if she's not stunnningly knock dead gorgeous?

Does she have to care?

Does frog prince have to care?

Does she have to believe in the magic, the miracle of the first kiss?

Does frog prince have to believe that she's a true princess?

Does that first kiss have to be a lip locked, tongue in the mouth smooch,(or can it be just a smooch)?

Does frog - prince have to turn into a charming prince?

Does a charming prince equel a prince-charming?

Does one learn the art of transforming frogs into princes(like turning men into husbands)?

Does one tell what is a frog prince from a frog?

Does one have to kiss a lot of frogs to find a prince?

Does the princess on kissing just a frog turn into a frog?

Does it matter?
Another end, To the fairytale story. Loved passionately, Not the prince but the frog. Knowing well that my kiss, Was powerless.
JB is the frog, i have to kiss him to find my prince. I thought he was the prince but it turned out that he's just a plain frog. After kissing him, I found my true prince and kirby's the name..♥

♥Love Can Be Tougher But Sweeter the Second Time Around♥

Love is something that goes beyond than just feelings. It is something not to be taken for granted for it gives you the passion of needing to live life. It’s when you smile for no reason whatsoever. It gives you satisfaction and contentment that money can’t buy. Never can, never will. It’s the ultimate happiness that no thing can ever succumb to equal. The sweetest thing that can possibly ever happen is when you feel pain by loving. Why? Because its sweeter the second time around. When you’ve fought for love without any weapon at all but then its more painful that you could just die. Whether you lose or win, it doesn’t matter because it’s better to have loved than not to have loved at all. Since when was love fair anyway? It never was. It’s how you balance the situation, making things subtle. You can never give too much of yourself and you can never give too little. Give what’s just right. It’s more than enough.
As for me, im already experiencing this so called, "love is sweeter the second time around" although it's hard,im happy with it and im loving it so much! know why? coz i love the guy whom i had given UNENDING second chances..♥

why do all good things come to an end?

an article from VIBRATIONS [school magazine] w/c i wrote when i was in 4th year high school..
Here's a few answers..I hope this will lift your spirit.
--coz nothing lasts forever..
--coz all things are equal in life. With good comes bad. There cannot be an unbalancing of JUST good, or JUST bad. Therefore, the good will always end...just as the bad will always end too.
--Everything has a beginning and an end it is like the seasons of the year a natural cycle, it will renew and become good again. Bad things come to an end too. At least this is what I hope happens.Our life has a beginning and an end like any other journey just differs in how long the journey is and what class you have travelled
--To make room for the next good thing. One door closes as another opens.I understand it to mean we should expect nothing to last forever therefore we are never disappointed and we should always prepare for a new beginning in areas of our life. I have had many endings and new beginnings, It's all good. Trust me I hate when good things come to an end.
--so the good things can be appreciated.Because in order to experience true appreciation for someone or something, there has to be a degree of recognizing the possibility of loss. If you knew it would never end, eventually it would be taken for granted.
--so you can start new good things
--If all good things lasted for ever, there would be no "good" because it would be all good. Without a change, this life would be boring, and we would have no purpose because things would already be at their best point, and we would have nothing to improove. What makes the good things good is to have those bad times.
We may not be able to stop good things from ending, but we can make good memories that will never end.

Sunday, February 25, 2007

the way you look tonight

Someday when I'm awfully low
When the world is coldI feel a glow just thinking of you
And the way you look tonight.
Oh, but you're lovely with your smile so warm
And your cheek so soft
There is nothing for me to love you
And the way you look tonight
With each word your tenderness grows
Tearing my fear apart
And that laugh that wrinkles your nose touches my foolish heart
Lovely, never ever change
Keep that breathless charr
Won't you please arrange it?
'Cause I love you
Just the way you look tonight...

This song reminds me of my best friend. It is a song from the movie My Bestfriend's wedding. When this song was play on the movie, the girl and his bestfriend dance in s romantic way while watching it I dreamed that someday I'll be able to dance with him on that song. I wished and hoped that it would be on our JS Prom or Graduation ball. On the night on our JS Prom, the 3rd year guy sang this song. On that moment I wanted to go to him and ask him to dance but that would be illegal or improper besides we're not talking to each other anymore after the break up. Before the song ends, he stand up and ask his new best friend to dance with him right in front of me. I cried while they were dancing. Why would it have to be at my song!?! My world suddenly collapses again! I can't help but cry, after that song I went to the comfort room with some of my friends. I cried and ask God why did this happen? Why does it have to end this way? It's my first and last JS Prom and they've ruined it.

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

VALENTINE'S DAY IS KILLING ME!!!

the title said it all!


I hate valentine's day because instead of making me feel special and love, it makes me to feel worse about myself, makes me feel unloved. Before I was excited on Valentine's day because I know that there's this special person who loves me so much that would make my Valentine's Day so special and unforgettable but then it turn out the way I didn't expect it to be.

Tomorrow will be a day of heart, a day for lovers to celebrate their love for each other, a day full of love but for me it will be a day full of sorrow and pain-yes, I'm still in pain,it that has been haunting me eversince my boyfriend and I broke up and I'm not ashamed to tell the people that I haven't moved on yet cause eventually I know that I will and that day will come just like in the song "someday" by nina. I'll be able to move on and forget about him, these pain will vanish soon cause I know I can't hold on forever. Even if I could still feel these pain, I'm still lucky to have those people who loves me very much, these persons loves me and understands me even if they know that I haven't gotten over my break up with my bestfriend. Do i need to enumerate them? No, you know who you are..

My Sacrifice!!

As you all know, my boyfriend and I broke up almost 3 months ago. We never talk after that.

Love changes us.. the way we think, the way we act, the way we decide.. sometimes we even go against our principles and beliefs in life. Loving doesn't always mean we'll be HAPPY, sometimes all it provides us is PAIN and MISERY yet, we are BLINDED by strong emotion that we fail to see the reality. Sometimes LETTING GO is the only answer and it HURTS like HELL but you will soon realize that's it is BETTER to see the person you LOVE to be HAPPY with SOMEONE ELSE than LONELY with YOU!! and it's called SACRIFICE.

for my friend, jomanelle

I've never seen
A person who
Has always been
As strong as you
You did your best
God did the rest
We scarcely saw
You not in prayer
And hardly thought
Times could get grayer
Just till lately
It all flowed smoothly
This world you left
As you gasped
For your last breath
Leaving a gap
Which God will fill
In time He'll heal
Just now for us
Time seems to stand
Bearing this loss
Seems to take no end
But then we learn
Though pain sojourns...
We thank You Lord
For keeping Your Word
And granting her peace
Though she'll be missed..
R.I.P. you will always be in our heart..