I hate valentine's day because instead of making me feel special and love, it makes me to feel worse about myself, makes me feel unloved. Before I was excited on Valentine's day because I know that there's this special person who loves me so much that would make my Valentine's Day so special and unforgettable but then it turn out the way I didn't expect it to be.
Tomorrow will be a day of heart, a day for lovers to celebrate their love for each other, a day full of love but for me it will be a day full of sorrow and pain-yes, I'm still in pain,it that has been haunting me eversince my boyfriend and I broke up and I'm not ashamed to tell the people that I haven't moved on yet cause eventually I know that I will and that day will come just like in the song "someday" by nina. I'll be able to move on and forget about him, these pain will vanish soon cause I know I can't hold on forever. Even if I could still feel these pain, I'm still lucky to have those people who loves me very much, these persons loves me and understands me even if they know that I haven't gotten over my break up with my bestfriend. Do i need to enumerate them? No, you know who you are..
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