Gravity?? Something that pulls you back to the gr0und. How come we have gravity? What if we have "zero" gravity? Well, in someways we might have felt our own zero gravity.. falling in love is the same as the feeling of walking in space, like stepping in to the moon. I had felt like flying ever since I had him. He shows me and everyone that he cares and that he loves me. He makes me smile, and makes me feel so c0mf0rtable with everything. How nice is that??!! but eventually fr0m flying to the air, i got to swimming into the sand.. from walking to the moon i ended up to walking to the inner core of the earth.. from zero gravity to full gravity. Why?? it's simply because i got hurt and cut deeply.. from making me feel special, he made me feel s0 low.. LOWER THAN THE FLOOR!!! i really can't help myself fr0m crying! i couldn't tell him what i totally feel, i couldn’t yell at him and i couldn’t just slap him... thats hard!! its because I don't want him to feel what i felt. I want to wake him up! and i want to wake myself up.
see.. I've always got this 0ne pers0n i could always ask for advice and be honest t0, specially when I needed the "words of wisdom" in my very doubtful moments. Actually he's my ex.. started as friends then became bestfriends that became lovers and then the break-up. Eversince we broke up, we had a gap. He changed and i hate it when he acts different cause it makes me act different too. It made me feel very low. It's like the world fell into my lap! It maybe a small reason to others for me to act so dramatic but it's such a big deal for me cause I really love him as my bestfriend, as my lover, as my ex.. as everything! I love him just the way that he was bef0re.. before everything got nuts and crazy.. before everythng changed.. can you just tell me how you feel, I just can't understand everything!! EVERYTHING!!! where are you now?? you're supposed to be the one beside me when I'm confused, when I'm troubled.. i don't know what would happen. please don't make it so hard for me! It affects me a lot! I want the old you back, i want you back.. i hate to hate you.. i hate losing you..
LOSING THE LOVE
There are days when I regret it
The things I said to you
I put my trust in no one
It broke my heart and I blamed it on you
You were kind and oh so gentle
But I refused to see
That someone like you existed
I was somewhere in denial
While you were loving me
I cried myself to sleep last night
When I woke up
There were tear stains on my pillow
It hurt so much to sacrifice what I gave up
Without you in my life
I will always feel lonely
Losing the love
From someone like you
Not a day goes by without something
Reminding me of you
The truth is that I miss you
It gets so hard not being with you
There are times when I go crazy
In the twilight of the night
How I long to be your woman again
Theres pain that I hold
That will not let me go
I dont wanna make this too hard
But I just wanna be where you are
In your life, by your side, forever..
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