Wednesday, February 14, 2007

It's OVER again..

Another JERK broke my heart.

It's the second time for us to make this relationship work. But then it didn't work again, maybe were not really meant for each other. I tried to love him again and in some way my feelings for him are slowly coming back. I was falling for him again when eventually we broke up. He knows that I still love my ex-boyfriend, I thought he accepted that cause he's not reacting about it. He said that he love me just like before but i was ignoring his love for me. but i can't feel it. i really can't. nn said that may be because I'm still longing for mark's love that's why i can't feel it. I think she's right but am i numb not to feel it? no matter what i do i can't help but compare him to mark.
He was my boyfriend when i was in third year. I left him because he's a little bit childish and i thought he wouldn't let me go but then he did. We became friends after the break up. I 've move on easily, may be because i don't love him that much and I've got my bestfriend to turn to. Whenever I got my heart broken for some stupid guy I don't felt that bad 'coz i know i still have my bestfriend to tell me that they're unworthy and that there'll be more boys to come. But now I don't have that bestfriend [mark] to tell me all these things. I do have some other bestfriends and friends but they're not like him. iba talaga pag si mark.

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