My boyfriend and I are back together. I should be happy right? but in someway I'm not. I don't know why. I love him and I wanna love him forever. No, not forever. I don't believe in forever, not anymore.. I used to but now it has become a lie. Forever isn't true. Anyway, I'm soooooo confused and hurt. Why? cause I still love my ex but I love my boyfriend and I'm falling for my other ex again and another ex. This isn't right. Why do I need to feel this?? I must choose whom i'm gonna stick with. But I think I already did. The moment that my boyfriend and I are back together it means that I chose him, right? but I'm still in love with mark, I love him so much! But I can't afford to lose another guy in my life. I don't want to be alone anymore.
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